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[30 May 2005|12:21pm] |
Neon__hurt
ADD IT!
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[25 May 2005|01:41pm] |
neon__hurt
New LJ... comment to be added!
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| Just breathe |
[16 May 2005|11:29pm] |
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"Do you here me
Praying to you
I'm thinking of you
I know that you are in a better place
Somewhere you can escape
I'm looking for a sign from up above
That you still care and have love
I was really young and didn't know
I wish I had the chance to tell you
I'm so sorry
Work harder for nothing
To come up I'm fading
Work harder for nothing at all
To find you you're nowhere"
It gets harder each and every day I get older...
FOR YOU INFO PEOPLE.. THIS ISNT ABOUT AN EX SO SHUT IT!:D
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| Fav. song at the moment! |
[14 May 2005|04:41pm] |
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"Me And The Moon"
It's a good year for a murder
she's praying to jesus, she's pulling the trigger
there's no tears, cause he's not here
she washes her hands, and she fixes the dinner
but soon they'll be coming to rush her away
no one's so sure if her crime had a reason
reasons like seasons
they constantly change
and the seasons of last year
like reasons have floated away
away with this spilt milk
away with this dirty dish water, away
seventeen years, and all that he gave was a daughter
"it's me and the moon," she says
i got no trouble with that
but i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die
"it's me and the moon," she says
and it's over, but it just started
the blood stained the carpet
her heart like a crystal
she's lucid and departed
a life left behind, she can find in her mind gone away
away with these nightmares
away with suburbia
shake down away
you marry a role and
you give up your soul til you break down
"it's me and the moon," she says
"i got no trouble with that, but i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die"
"it's me and the moon," she says
but what do you say we go for a ride?
what do you say we get high?
but i'm so tired of days that feel like the night
"it's me and the moon," she says
and i got no trouble with that, but i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die
i am a butterfly, i am a butterfly, i am a butterfly
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[08 May 2005|12:27pm] |
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hmm so lets see...
Depressions back...oh joy!
My cousin Jeana is coming to live w\ us starting tomorrow. This should be interesting.
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[02 May 2005|08:27pm] |
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WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started doing really bad drugs:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] Why do I hang out with you(or don't)?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
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| I'll be leaving you and you won't be leaving me |
[28 Apr 2005|04:14pm] |
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"Have you ever wondered what was behind that mask of your deepest nightmare.have you ever wondered why you tell everyone to leave you in peace when you know you need someone by you. have you ever wondered why you said it was fine when really you needed to deal with your problems,have you ever wondered why you say you don't care but indeed you cry because you do care.have you ever wondered maybe your running from yourself?"
ANDREW!!!! My hand still freakn hurts becuz of you!!!!!And so does Britt's!!
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[22 Apr 2005|11:34pm] |
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I'm so disappointed in myself....
:/
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| This is so true... |
[17 Apr 2005|02:34pm] |
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JUNE:
Easy to talk to. Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone* always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn
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| JUST DO IT <33 |
[11 Apr 2005|07:33pm] |
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Thomas screaming BRIAN! in the background! |
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1. Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Fave Movie:
5. Fave Song:
6. Fave Band:
7. Most Embarassing Moment:
8. Are you a virgin?
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever want me 2 ask you out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11.Would you walk on the beach with me?
12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
13. Do you/have you talk shit about me?
14. Do you think I'm a good person?
15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?
17.Do you think I'm hot?
18. If you could change anything about me -would you?
20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
22) Do you think im easy?
23) Do you think im smart?
24) Will you repost this to see what others think about you?
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| <3 |
[10 Apr 2005|03:47pm] |
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I gave away my smelly turtle to some hott guy at pet-co! :(
It was sad.Now my mom wants to get rid of my Simba!!!!NO WAY JOSE!
I love this song!
"Collide"
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah
I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide
Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
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[01 Apr 2005|08:26pm] |
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JUST DO IT!
leave an anonymous comment with:
1 secret;
1 critique;
1 compliment;
1 wish;
1 love note;
lyrics to a song;
how old you are;
how long we've been "friends";
& a hint to who you are;
( MAMMOTH )
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| Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit |
[27 Mar 2005|08:52pm] |
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GOing to mammoth tomorrow with Yvette till Thursday!
I'm excited!Party in the snow!!:)
Britt I love you,Stay outta trouble!JUST DO IT!
Let me hear you say this shit is bananas
B-A-N-A-N-A-S
(This shit is bananas)
(B-A-N-A-N-A-S)
haha love that part!
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| ew Im way too sensitive!! |
[23 Mar 2005|10:36pm] |
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My brother really hurts my feelings! I wish he cared.
I wrote his essay and in return I get "Get the fuck out!"
aww isn't that sweet.
:(
he totally ruined my happy streak I was having! ASSHOLE!
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[22 Mar 2005|06:55pm] |
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Omg Brittney is fucking hilarious!!!
I listened to her go on and on about Noah's Arc.
"Omg it's raining soo hard,Kayla its gonna flood and we need to get a boat like Noah and bring alot of animals and re-populate!ew you know how Noah and his wife and three kids went on the boat and they had to have had sex with eachother to make more people and the men shared wifes!EW we're all related!! hmm maybe thats why some people are deformed looking! ew how did we get spiders!! Noah pickd them up and put them on the boat!!"
THEY WERE SINNERS THEY WERE BAD!!
"You know what's funny?"
me:What
"how did spiders stay in the cage in the arc?"
me:hahahhahahahah
"why are you laughing this is a serious matter"
I swear shes on crack!
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| YOU SUCK!:D |
[21 Mar 2005|10:16pm] |
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Took from Brittany..
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don’t bold is false.
01. I miss somebody right now.
02. I don’t watch much TV these days.
03. I love olives.
04. I love sleeping. i won't lie
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
07. I love to play video games.
08. I have tried marijuana.
09. I have seen at least one porn movie .
10. I have been in a threesome.
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
13. I have acne free skin.
14. I like & respect Al Sharpton.
15. I curse frequently.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
17. I have a hobby.
18. I have been told I: have an applebottom(women) or am packing(men).
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
20. I am really, really smart.
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.(doesn't everyone?)
23. I hate the rain.
24. I am paranoid at times.
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, & scar-free.
26. I need money right now!
27. I love Sushi.
28. I talk really, really fast.
29. I have fresh breath in the morning.
30. I have semi-long hair.
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
32. I have at least one brother &/or one sister.
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs(females) or face(males) on a regular basis.
35. I have a twin.
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails in the past.
37. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look sometimes.
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last six months.
40. I know how to cornrow.
41. I am usually pessimistic.
42. I have a lot of mood swings.
43. I think prostitution should be legalized.
44. I think Britney Spears is hot.
45. I have cheated on an significent other in the past.
46. I have a hidden talent.
47. I am always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
48. I think that I’m popular.
49. I am currently single.
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
53 shop. I love to .
54. I would rather shop than eat.
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I am bourgie & have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
57. I am obsessed with my livejournal.
58. I don't hate people. I just dislike them.
59. I am a pretty good dancer.
60. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
61. I am completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
62. I have a cell phone.
63. I believe in God.
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
65. I have passed out drunk in the past six months.
66. I love (to watch)drama.
67. I have never been in a real relationship before.
68. I have rejected someone before.
69. I currently have a crush on someone.
70. I have no idea what I want to do with the rest of my life.
71. I want to have children in the future.
72. I have changed a diaper before.
73. I have called the cops on a friend before.
74. I bite my nails.
75. I am a member of the Tom Green Fan Club.
76. I am not allergic to anything.
77. I have a lot to learn.
78. I have dated someone at least ten years older or younger.
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube’s newest "Friday" movie.
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes.
81. I am online 24/7
82. I have at least five away messages saved.
83. I have tried alcohol before.
84. I have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past.
85. I own the "South Park" movie.
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on livejournal.
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds & the bees" with a neighbor or friend.
88. I enjoy country music.
89. I would die for my best friends
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can.(haha im lame)
92. I am [sometimes] obsessive, anal retentive, & a perfectionist.
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals & all.
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick’s "Children’s Story".
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants & I like it.
98. i have dated a close friends ex.
99. I have cut myself before.
100. I am happy at this moment
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| I just need to let this out... |
[14 Mar 2005|12:01am] |
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I seem to disappoint myself alot.
All I wanna do is cry.
Im pathetic.
Nothing ever makes sence.
My emotions are uncontrollable.
I feel useless.
I don't know what to do with myself.
And no one understands me.
Hmm lately that's how I feel!
All anyone ever really sees is the happy,content,go with the flow Kayla,who hides her feelings so no one can see how she really feels cause they would never understand, so theres no point in showing it.But I can't do it anymore! but Im sure I'll get through this I always do, untill the sadness comes back again.I'm just gonna think positive.I will be okay...
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| Bleed these colors open wide.Burning blues from butterflies,flying faster through the night. |
[10 Mar 2005|11:53pm] |
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I should be happy, everythings going good...Im actually closer to my bro then I have been in awhile. But I don't know, something just feels wrong and im not happy! Ugh who the fuck knows!!
All I know is that I miss my bestfriend!I lover her and I hope to see her saturday and If I don't Im gonna go crazy :)!!
Oh does anyone want a turtle because my mom wants me to give him away :(
:NEW LAYOUT:
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